9 & 10 DPO

Sorry I didn't post yeterday -- Weekends are hectic since I have rehersal Saturday and Sundays for the next 6 weeks!

We are being assigned our roles today and I am testing daily because it makes me feel better to continue receiving negatives, false or otherwise, the consistency is refreshing. For the record, I am someone who does not enjoy being in limbo or anyother state of unknown. I very much love control and so what have I done? Submerged us in to the biggest rollercoaster of unknown ever. I am exhausted, yet I can't sleep. I am hungry, yet when I eat I feel overly full, almost pukish and sometimes acquire heartbearn! My boobs hurt and im sure if an expert map reader were to take one look at all the friggen' blue veins that have appeared in the last 10 days he'd be able to tell you about secret passageways deep under the ground >,<

Oh yea and im so PMS'ish moody it's not even funny! :insert frustrated face here:

:sigh:


-Jess