8 DPO

Ok Im convinced I am going to start AF early.
I'm having AF cramps :(

All I keep reminding myself is:
We weren't expecting to conceive this month -- you were expecting AF so there is no need to be upset! :)

Yes, now to continue telling myself that and make my back stop aching.
At least as soon as I start I can take some fricken' motrin for the cramps/back ache! :)

Yes, I must continue to find the positives in all of this... right?!

...Oh if it's any consolation I had a mid-grade fever 99.something yesterday and today a bit of a dip -- I am still about my coverline though... and I read somewhere if you remain above your coverline for 10+ days you're pregnant or ill... meh.

And...for some reason I can't stop reading about testing (it's all I can do to not go waste another test by testing too early...) and I read that you can get a + result as early as 9dpo if you were to implant at 6 or 7 dpo.... and IF we conceived this cycle I am assuming the raise in temp with slight drop this morning and back pain was implantation.... if not I am assuming I will get AF early this cycle... I'm feeling very AFish.

I guess I will just have to force myself to remain somewhat patient and just wait it out -- there is nothing else to do! :)

Meds: (I hadn't taken anything since Wenesday night when I applied the lidocaine lotion!)
1pm - Sulfadiazine Cream 50GM thin layer on each shoulder


-Jess